{"id":378,"date":"2014-11-02T12:13:05","date_gmt":"2014-11-02T19:13:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.clarybooks.com\/?p=378"},"modified":"2014-11-02T12:17:54","modified_gmt":"2014-11-02T19:17:54","slug":"letting-myself-draft-row80","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.clarybooks.com\/?p=378","title":{"rendered":"Letting myself draft &#8211; ROW80"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/clarybooks.com\/Pics\/ROW80-sm.jpg\" border=\"1\" alt=\"ROW80\" align=\"right\" style=\"margin:20px\">I struggle to let the words out. It&#8217;s why I&#8217;m working with such a small goal for this Round of Words, because my inner editor tends to berate me when my words are imperfect. And they are always imperfect, right? So this Round I am practicing success. I practice letting myself draft. I practice telling the editor to go away for now. Editing will come later.<\/p>\n<p>And this week I met my goal once again, writing 1051 new words over the course of the week. So yay, me!<\/p>\n<p>The worries still haunt me, of course. Going slow is slow, and that does not satisfy in all kinds of ways. I worry that I&#8217;ll never finish, and I worry (still) that it will never be better than awful. But here I am, slogging along nonetheless. Thank you, ROW80, for letting me have this space.<\/p>\n<p>Here is the <a href=\"http:\/\/www.linkytools.com\/wordpress_list.aspx?id=243437&#038;type=basic\">blog hop list<\/a> for this Sunday check-in.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I struggle to let the words out. It&#8217;s why I&#8217;m working with such a small goal for this Round of Words, because my inner editor tends to berate me when my words are imperfect. And they are always imperfect, right? <span class=\"excerpt-dots\">&hellip;<\/span> <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.clarybooks.com\/?p=378\"><span class=\"more-msg\">Continue reading &rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[13],"tags":[22],"class_list":["post-378","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-writing","tag-row80"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p1x1Kd-66","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.clarybooks.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/378","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.clarybooks.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.clarybooks.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.clarybooks.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.clarybooks.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=378"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.clarybooks.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/378\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.clarybooks.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=378"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.clarybooks.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=378"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.clarybooks.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=378"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}